NYE

New Year's Eve!! I can't believe 2012 is ending in 3 hours! It's scary how fast time flies even when you're not having fun. But I'm glad this year is almost over. 2012 has been so shitty so I can't wait what 2013 has in store for me. Hopefully nothing but good things!! :)

Thank you 2012 for a lot of things. You've been real shitty to me but you definitely made me learn a lot of lessons. This year I've been in a relationship, been single, been in some kind of love limbo, alone lonely hurt happy sad stressed excited lost overwhelmed but mostly just okay. I spent half of the year being with someone that when we broke things off, I was at a loss. I didn't know how to go on by myself. There were days where I felt like I made such a huge mistake but looking back now, I'm glad I made that decision for myself. I am much better now. I'm not exactly there yet but I'm getting there.

The thing I'm most thankful for this year is the fact that I got to be with my friends a lot. I probably would have gone insane if I didn't have any of them in my life. They always knew how to cheer me up, whether through jokes, alcohol or just simply being there for me. So thank you guys. I wish I could give all of you a hug and a kiss right now just because you're all so freaking amazing for bearing with all my shit this year. :)

I'm excited for 2013. I'm definitely ready for a clean slate. I will be happier this year. I just know it. :)

Happy New Year everyone!