After everything that I found out, I still can't resist you. What the hell is wrong with me? Just one look, one smile, one hello, one text from you and it's like you never did anything wrong. I'm mad at you. I'm fuming! But I still want to talk to you. I still want to be with you. Why? Am I really that stupid? Am I really that stubborn? Have I fallen so deep that I can't dig myself out anymore?
I accepted everything. When I found out about your past indiscretions, I accepted it. But now you're just deliberately doing this. You know how I feel about you so please have the decency to let me know if this is going anywhere. Coz I've been putting myself out there for you every day and you don't know how pathetic that makes me feel. But I still do it because I like you. I want you. I just can't deny it anymore.
I wish I can tell you these things but I'm scared. I don't wanna lose you which is pretty ironic since I can't even call you my own.
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