I'm weird? Are you serious right now? You're kidding me, right? I'm not the one who didn't text or make a move all weekend long then you'll tell me I'm weird? Tell me right now, what the fuck do you want from me? What the fuck do you expect from me? What are we even doing? Please, enlighten me what the hell this is because I think my being "weird" is more than justified.
I'm not being weird. I just don't know what to do. I don't know how I should act. Do you know how frustrating it is to not know what I am to you? I feel like I'm stuck in between being a friend and a lover to you. I can't be like that anymore. I don't want to be like that anymore! I'm either just a friend or I'm something more than that. So don't open up to me during our late night conversations then pretend like nothing happened the following day because that just drives me crazy! I don't know whether you were being honest and genuine with me or you were just trying to play some game with me. Please don't make me doubt myself any more than I already do.
I don't know what to think anymore. I'm so tired of having to make up excuses for your behavior. I'm so sick of understanding already. You told me you were difficult but honestly, I don't think you are. I think you just don't know what you want. So do me a favor and figure out what you want coz I am so close to walking out of that door.
No girl deserves this kind of crap. And I sure as hell don't deserve this shitty treatment from you when all I've ever done is be there for you.
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