What am I doing with my life? I've been asking myself the same question for days now. I feel like I'm deliberately doing things just to get myself into deeper water. I feel like I'm out of control, a mess. I don't know how to stop it. Everything I do just makes me want to curl up into a ball and hide from the rest of the world. Everything just hurts.
When did I start fucking up my life? When did I lose my sense of reason? When did my judgment become impaired? When when when. Why why why.
I can't do this anymore. I can feel myself giving up. No matter how much I try to psyche myself into thinking that things will get better, reality keeps slapping me in the face. It's not gonna get better. Not anytime soon.
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