Well I guess I'm trying to be nonchalant about it♪♫♪
I'm trying to be friends with you again. It sucked not being able to talk to you. I hated it. I would rather be your friend than some random chick you had sex with. I like you enough that I would rather swallow my pride and pain than not have any sort of communication with you. What does that say about me?
Why can't you want me like the other boys do? They stare at me while I stare at you♪♫♪
Remember when we were talking earlier about being single when it's the end of the world and you said you had no choice then I joked that I still didn't have a chance with you even if it was the end of the world already and you didn't even disagree? Why didn't you? Am I that unattractive for you? Am I that unspecial to you that you will never ever see me that way? That even a disaster that could destroy the entire human population won't stir any romantic feelings in your heart for me?
Setting fire to our insides for fun to distract our hearts from ever missing them. But I'm forever missing him♪♫♪
Why can't we just go back to before? I miss us even though there was never really an us. I'd rather go back to that weird vague pseudo-relationship we had than the clear and well-defined just friends relationship we have now. Sigh.
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