One thing I realized today is that I really can't blame him for what happened to us. Okay, it's not really a realization but more of an affirmation. And I also can't blame myself for it. Things happened the way they did because that's how things are. I chose him over my friends, opportunities, and myself because it was innate. Yes, I wanted to experience more things but I turned them down because I loved him. I loved him so much that I chose him time and time again because it was innate in me, in us. We will always choose the ones we love over everything. I truly believe in that.
And it's not entirely a bad thing. I don't regret anything. We had our time and it was amazing. I will never ever forget the love we shared. But now it's my time. And this time, I'm gonna choose me. And it's going to be innate.
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