I've been meaning to update this since yesterday but I can't seem to find the words. My feelings have been on a roller coaster ride and I don't think I'm getting off any time now.
I backed out from talking to him yesterday. It wasn't cowardice on my part but rather realization. I realized that there's no point in talking to him, trying to define the relationship. I should've done that the first time we hooked up but I didn't. Well, I mean I tried to but I didn't pursue the question any further. What I'm trying to say is that ship has long set sail. Whatever limbo I'm stuck in right now is my fault. There are some things that are just too late.
Realization is the first step. Acceptance will be my second. Hopefully, the third one will be moving on.
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